Seasoned Reminiscence A Culmination

I was rather alone in my sister’s house. Usually Malu keeps me busy with her little tantrums and cry. But lately I feel lonely, since Malu visiting her Amma Si(My second Sister)along with my Mom. Her absence makes me numb at times. As I am sluggish at bed, my new hobby is to find time in bed sleeping. No good work to do. Sometimes I feel guilty of my mood because I feel I never helped my sister to do household works. But I am doing something. Making me wake up in the morning is rather a troublesome work for Deej and he always complains of not getting a tea made of my hands (“Great great Hands of mine”). Sometimes complaining of me and tells he will never come to me. He has been complaining past 3 years and I haven’t changed even a bit. Before him my dad got the chance for grabbing me off the bed. Now he is not with me and has gone to Gulf for an after-retirement job I should say. Sometimes I feel pity of him doing work at this age. Since Mom is along with me to look after Malu he has n

Sometimes naïve at my thoughts…but   Even when everything is fine When the clock ticks right… When sun shines brightly over me I am ignorant of you… I want to elope… Sometimes into my inner self Sometimes crossing boundaries…far away… I want my feelings to trespass… Will that heaven what everyone talks about… Give the solace I am seeking…? Happy about matters…that makes a life… “A life”…as we call it… Does that make me or you that happy? Do I seek that? What everyone wants…. Somewhere loneliness creeps …for that feel… And then I crave for it… “Peace “what everyone calls… Not that conundrum in general…. But” Inner Peace” …. That’s what that matters… I want to find you somewhere In my journey … far away…

The importance of life and the value of being there in this earth is something which is a good feel and is important to each one of us although as a whole it only adds a count more. Only few sections of the people know you and rest abundant mass is ignorant about you .But then each one is important in one way or the other. We strive to live successful in the society and commune with fellow beings which make us the world. Being the fact that you are among them and you are no different keeps you confident because you are likely to behave the same manner as the rest of the lot. So how about being different? Rather mentally different? Just think how queer it is the mentality of a lunatic if he is conscious of his mental disability. Living with the disorder is pathetic and when you know that mentally your are unfit to exist in the world without the medicines may keep you at low pace. Each and every feel that you have is because of your mental illness and the feel that your nature may harm

The Goddess Saraswati is often depicted as a beautiful, light-skinned woman dressed in pure white often seated on a white Nelumbo nucifera lotus (although Her actual vahana is believed to be a swan), which symbolizes that she is founded in the experience of the Absolute Truth. Thus, she not only has the knowledge but also the experience of the Highest Reality. She is mainly associated with the color white, which signifies the purity of true knowledge. Occasionally, however, she is also associated with the colour yellow, the colour of the flowers of the mustard plant that bloom at the time of her festival in the spring. She is not adorned heavily with jewels and gold, unlike the goddess Lakshmi, but is dressed modestly — perhaps representing her preference of knowledge over worldly material things.Wikipedia

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