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Century Old Theme of Life

I am put at desk Holding my breath I do my duties A message from Gita Which many have forgotten Let your Karma flow And don't be embarrassed Of the outcome. Ignorance towards Fruition's Is the best way to keep Yourself happy. Desires make you More vulnerable  To Unhappy life Untouched!!!  And let go off your fears Put an emotional screen Blocking the Heart Not a single sieve Make the happiness go That is the only way to be happy Let you not be biased!!!... Oops I am talking Philosophy! But that is what I gained from life Let Fruition never let  go of your Enthusiasm for work Indifference to Fruitful outcome Makes you Happy! I bet you. But mind is chaos Changes every time To achieve this ...a stable mind Needs to be carved Through practice And let go of your unhappiness!!! A philosophers mind Is Complicated This is a great message Krishna gave. And really work for the Kaliyuga! In simple

Kerala...Gods or Devils Country?

Girl ,You are lovely This is gods own country which even God had forgotten And what ab noxious news I hear Every morning Girl why you are here You are just another earth You have suffered much And the publicity going high Will kill you more No use publicizing People enjoy it No one bothers about you And your broken heart and body Just another event there is nothing more for them who makes flashing news When number increases Devilous excitement increases That is what these men and women are made of Very hard to find humble And innocent like you Who fall prey to wild animalia World is curious.. Not even God can predict Only solace is you God Whom we all can rely on You atleast hear our prayers Nothing can change Our destiny ,this life nothing Just you be near And we can find peace You are inside and safe And make all safe when your near and in our heart

Enlightenment,What Buddha Deserved

I drew you ,and I dont know Your face is so sweet It just came out of my heart And it turned beautiful Appreciation flowing all over me You make me so important Among people Love is coming out of me for you I can hear your singing far away You smiling from my desk And I always see you every second Shall I drew you more You are so lovely in my heart The paper and imagination works How this happens..Just because of my love for you I want sketch you every time And then the colors brighten you up Make me beautiful at heart Whats your flute made of It is Gandharva song that comes out of your voice Heavenly...How am able to hear this You make me precious Please make this feel permanent Touching and lovely Clouds I see at dusk Beautiful,Orange and Blue mix And what not I see All because I love you Come to me,With all love And I shall embrace you Show me through my supernatural feelings And the mystic blue sky Great when I feel you How this happens V

A Dream come true...

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“Because I am beyond the perishable, and even beyond the imperishable, in this world and in the Vedas I am known as "the Supreme." One who, with a clear vision, sees Me as "the Supreme," knows all there is to be known; his soul is merged in Me.

Fantastic Onam Festival with my family...

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Last friday after taking a vacation I just got thrilled about being at my sisters house for enjoying Onam .So it was Josh's idea to go for a trip and that too with our money...Crooked ...isnt it...?It had been a long time we are giving parties nowadays...and we are exhausted out of bank balance...hmm...but this is different and we wanted to go out for a vacation and I just said yes...wow...great .Again Josh's crooked ideas worked...this time it is to prepare two dishes from each home for Onam...So I experimented with Payasam...(Semiya..)...It was good although I took around three to four milk packets to cover up my semiya...because the semiya(I put a lot of it) was drinking all milk..phew...I ran to joshs house..we were already late and they were waiting for us.. Sangeethetan already started designing Onam Pookalam going over internet for new designs.Meanwhile when he left for breakfast these naughty sisters(Josh and Sinj)changed the whole design making the hyperactive BIL jus

My Last Day…

I am virtually waking up I can’t tolerate this pain I want to live life long But I can’t suffer much That Bliss!!! I want to enjoy  When the union at one spot Make my life tremendously Terrific When I found you in that valley far That Day of beautiful remorse Mixed with joy unfold When I met you  My life made its first venture When I came across the lake And made my life towards A Meaning Now my last day is not long And when I exhaust all my pain I reach you in my fist safe I will not let you go away from me My love, my life When I come across you My life will end into a smoke Just to twine with you in Bliss Happy Land,The Heaven ,I see In you on my Last Day I am waiting for that day,Not so far

Kabir...

I have drunk from the Cup of the Ineffable, I have found the Key to the Mystery, I have reached the Root of Union. Traveling by no track, I have found that Sorrowless Land ... There I have seen joy filled to the brim, Perfection of Joy; There I have witnessed the sport of One Bliss! ... The inward and outward are become one sky, The Infinite and finite are united: I am drunken with the sight of this All! ...
For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

I know you love me,for sure

When river flows Crystal clear, voluminous,beautiful Have I seen you in that beauty? And the lean grasses Lush green,dewdrops on it Then I see you in that beauty When nature cries as rain And angry wind becomes outrageous I see you in that wind You are upset because I am Oh my handsome lover Your creations are bounded with me Beauty,the only word I have to say When you embrace me as wind I can feel you in my loneliness The beauty of thousand roses I see  Behind the courtyard You have done it only for me The yellow flower dances The lighting is perfect The song coming in a reverie I love to have a candle light dinner With you my lover And the rich and bountiful feathers And the star studded sky Speaking to me ,a thousand feel You have for me Why I see you frequently In my dreams , And Nature vast But then I don’t know your face Only the strong force helps me identify My Absolute and Powerful lover I love and adore so much in my life Lord I know

Small yet peculiar things in my Life

I can see two “ Our Core Values ” glass board on the wall where I am seated insisting on the things that we should remember while at work. These talks of Customers, Global, People and Performance highlighted with Orange Ink imbibing core values of Thomson Reuters. These are the four quotes which are reminded every time we step into a conference room. And then the laptops, Cisco Phone everywhere…including fire extinguisher pinned on the wall, glassy conference rooms calling themselves like Confluence, Ease Inn, Aryabhatta …peculiar names .Although seems boring everyday this is where I like to be seated while at work covering myself in a shawl because of bitter cold (not because of Bangalore climate but A/c), names tagged in every seating which is a curved shaped bend at each corner with drawers on the sides. I can see Reuter’s logo being exaggerated as balls in a line on the wall next to me and many pots. I don’t know what pots imply but rest of them had some meaning in it….On my left

I hate to Love you…

I hate to Love you Because you caused so much pain in me How many good things I did for you You enjoyed my presence And all the lovely things I gave you Did you ever thank me for that? Instead you cursed me Each time I tried to talk with you You never gave me an ear to talk You got everything from me Then the sarcasm from your end What wrong did I do to you? I hate to love you now Because you never knew my thoughts Never understood my feelings Breaking my heart each time When I try to talk with you Why God create such things,as love I regret to have loved you Because I am ashamed to have loved you Worthless ,painful Let it be erased out of my memory Because it is of no good Dragging opportunities and enjoying I hate people who utilize time For their enjoyment With no affection and love at heart I hate to have loved you Because love is so pure Not like you

Why Mom is always Great

When I can’t do anymore You extend a warm hand My problems vanish quickly When you are beside When I can’t wake up to do work You make it easier for me Mom I love you Why all Moms are great!!! They can erase all your problems Within a flickering moment Hardships they face never known Yet lending their cute smile When I cry only you come to know My enduring pains When I can’t talk anymore When I am in remorse You are the only affection I can see Life becomes easier when you are near Can’t think of a day without your tasty meals And all the beautiful things you taught me Whether in studies, or cooking, or activities Which are worth,a million dollars Which make me a grown up child All because you exist for me You are my dear and my support God created Moms like you To make a bitter life smooth Even when you r busy you lend a supporting shoulder So that I can lay calm And you ease my pains and repenting thoughts I can rely upon you Because you

Ente Malaka kutti

Enn chirakinnul nee mathram,oru malakaye pole Nee janichu nimishangalkakam Ninne thalodanai njan arikil vannu Marodanachu njan cherthu pidichu, Nee entethu mathram ennu ahangarichu Snehathinte muthukal pozhiyunnu Ninne njan nenjodu cherthu pidichu Enikku pedyayirunu ninte shyshavam enil bhadramano? oro anakkavum njan sasradam neerikshichu ninille oro mattavum enikku chittamayirunu ninakkundayiruna oro asukatheyum njan veruthu nee oru sundaryavanamennu njan agrahichu Oru midukki kuttyakanam nine enikku Ninte kalarpilatha punchiryum,ninte mounavum Ninte oro sparsham polum enikku santhoshamulavakunnu Nee oru malakayanu,bhoomyilekku vannirangya Oru sundara pushpam Nine vadathe nokendathu ente kadamayanu Karanam nee ente kochu mol anu Neeyilathe,e jeevitham shoonyam Ninte valrachayum,ninte kusurthyum Vaa thoratheyulla samsaravum,ente jeevithamanu Neeyente jeevananu,mole E lokam thenne sundaramakunnu,karanam Nee ent

Betrayal

Betrayal,What an impact!!! Nothing like this can affect you better Alone,creeping for lonely feel Kept in an aisle I am bound inside, A gravity pulling everything down Inside my broken heart How those feelings begets more pain Wrapped in yet not safely placed Afraid of an impact That should never happen again You are before my eyes and also in my tears Dreams shattering as pieces of glasses In my tears I see you,happily trod ling with a mate What an impact caused in me Is it a pain combined in despair? When I hide my tears between my hairs I smile ,a wry smile,as if world is so nice As if the happiest women in here When people talk business I am serious ,like them ,as if I am the heading to change the world On Technical standpoint But what is important for me I don’t know Whether is it my betrayed friend? Or is it the pain? Or is it my Dreams? What have I gained from all these? Memories which cannot be wiped out As I think of it As I take from with

My Instant Vishu

The planning for this year’s Vishu started as early as one month back and my husband Deej will come from Trivandrum to my hometown Kannur,the Malabar area where Vishu is a great Festival and we(me ,Mummy,Advaith(Sisters son),Malu( my daughter )and Sangeethetan(my Brother in law)) will move from Bangalore to Kannur.To get the leave in advance is a festival in itself.We need to ask the Manager in Person for the same and log onto Absence Management and get approved.The day 13th April I was so thrilled because we are moving to Kannur.The most lovely thing that is going to entertain us is the malabari food … :P and the gathering of cousins and meeting relatives. The trip was in Wagon R Primea (My brothers vehicle) and the two tinytots were already excited about the trip(Advaith and Malu).I joined them from Domlur because I had office till half day (Sigh) and was embarrassed about the whole set up of leave management.I thought of skipping in the afternoon, unluckily caught by the Ma

Falling in Love

The time is the happiest one I feel awesome, Even God loves it And I am in good satiation Colors, trends, nature, beauty I am in love with you, You are dear to me Who will not love being in love The feeling of beauty Are you a solitaire picked by me? And the pains you give,Sweet and aching How will I tell you? These lovely feelings are only mine How will I share this to you? When you are away, You are near Lovely lovely words of yours  Even clouds in the sky are dancing To your rhythm and melody Then why you broke my heart How much pain you give When I cannot cheat anyone How will I cheat my most beloved When rain falls,I feel your love What a magic,and why you do this? Why didn't you turn around to look at me? I longed for that,yet rain falls always Rain is falling always in me Bringing in so much love Like honey you are so sweet The essence in something Is what love is ,in you The green in the leaf, the blue in the sea And redness in the Rose

Dedication for our Sweety Pie

You came to this earth with a cry Making everyone smile During the period When we were together We shared happiness To exhilarating extent Clubbed with sorrows As a pendulum of highs and lows When you miss your father I am beside you to console Who will console us dear? Yet when you miss me You had the courage to smile Making everything alright So that we are not disturbed You are so mature in all ways At this age you are so brave We had only few moments Of happiness Rest of the time,silence Unhappiness and deep loneliness Then it is for you whom we live You are our destiny And love for you grow each day We exist for your enjoyment And back up when you’re sad Your growth embarks our pain Our age and our life We wish a fantabulous girl All the very best in life

My Favorite Recharge Room

Tired body and a nap make you recharged… After an hour of sleep, I just woke up … Through the passage between…. Monitors, desks, and people… I lazily tread past… Steadily keeping pace…to grab the seat I am already late…. My eyes sore…stealthily and sleepily… My head down… Mirage!, I was stunned to see …. Already I am confused about this… Still you are playing around me… Wallpapers won’t lie…I think… Peacock Feathers on the wall… Huge, exaggerated, moving… Magic Wall… I wanted to hug the wall… Still confused… Why I like Butter, Tulsi, Feather and Flute… And all the things you like…and adore? Unhappy about everything… Watering eyes… With thousand eyes I want to see you…. What is happening to me? I think Recharge Room makes you Too much Recharged!!!!! Don’t go for it…

Had a Great Time with Rahu and Ketu....

I am becoming more superstitious now….and my horoscope says I am being surrounded by “Rahu”…oomg you know what are the consequences to be faced at…To solve the cast spelled by Rahu I have placed a “Laughing Buddha” facing my laptop and “Ganesha” on my Phone…You don’t know how difficult it was to place in front of laptop… .I read horoscopes everyday to get the confidence because the way the things are moving around doesn’t seem good …in fact pathetic…Despite being a regular Meera seems to do no work. In fact Meera thing never works because Krishna puts you under difficult circumstances to understand your vulnerability for the situation. In fact he puts you under many such situations and will give you a crazy smile from top. I put Vigneswara on my phone so that all obstacles go away and I get good calls .Lately I am enjoying work to be frank .These things seems to work wonderful. Although I am not superstitious sometimes fate makes you think like that… .The phase I underwent ooomg is

Harimadhavam...

ardramamoru velayil nee enne thottunarthi... neerurava pole etho neram ninte sneham enne thalodi.... athu theerathe enne pinthudarunnu kondeyirikunnu. enthe njan arinjilla...... neeyayirunu ente hridya sangeetham meetyathu... samayamam oru vidhi athu ozhukikondirikunnu... viraham mathram...novinte mullukul kuthiyirekya pole jeevithathil ethokeyyo neram athu vannu... engilum epozhum snehikan enikku nee mathram... nee etho oru lokathirunu kondu enodu punchirichu.. shoure...krishna..nee venna thannapol... nee mayilpeelikal kondu leelayadiyapozhum... njanarinjilla..engilum ninn sneham parakunnu evideyum e geetham virahathintethu mathram... enthinu nee vannu...eni enthu venam enikku... oro eenathinu polum ninte swaram mathram... nee akale ninnu murali oothyapol... snehathinte alakal hridyaragamai enne vilikunnu.. madhava...eni enthu venam...shoure..krishna....

The Demonic/Terrific/Powerful/Hero/Leader/ Specimen of this Century and all time Satan the world has ever confronted

I am talking about none other than Adolf Hitler. His words through Mein Kampf really emphasis patriotism to his country to an extended degree .why not Germany loves him because he fought for his country. His lectures to the world were a powerful weapon for dumping colonialism, communism and the stronger Allied Powers attitude towards other countries. I don’t like Allied Powers either due to their feudal behavior, subjugation of poor countries and worst is the colonialism the world faced during the early phase of the century and turned on the WW1 and WW2. I want to be a leader like Hitler who guided the Nazi troupes to the welfare of the needy and poor. The only aim of Hitler was to preserve the German culture which was destroyed at the hands of Jews who supported the Powerful Countries to destroy Germany economically. The devastation of Germany at the hands of Jews went unnoticed by the German people which led to the making of this Leader who did a research of the German economy at la

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Adorable Lord Krsna

I am before you ,knelting down Why you dont see me I want to be the butter You eat so deliciously every day I want to be the Tulsi leaf which lay down on your lotus feet I am before you,knelting down Why you dont see me Sometimes the wind that blow fills in itself with your flute music And I longed to be that music it is made out of your breathe And Why not be the flute which is sacred by your kisses every time I want to play with you every time Like the Gopikas in Vrindavan How blessed their life is who could have their past times With little adorable Krsna I cannot write a beautiful song But I can be only yours And Bhakti towards you flows Every time when I cry And so you make a beautiful heart When I cant cry no more My heart has become so beautiful Out of love for you And so you make me cry each time so that i call you each time Your tulsi,your mayilpeeli and you Is what I dream everyday Which gives me so much love When my heart is weak Yo