Seasoned Reminiscence A Culmination

I searched you To be found else where Then I am itself destined to do another service And how long I wished to be loved by you Silence makes my day Even that has some feel Full of pain and love void May I be with you I said, but how will I live my abode My abode with you is far away When my heart ache As pierced needle prickle And the how long I had this, from the day I was born Only for you How wishes never fulfilled Then a cry never helps Then I will be a weeping boredom And hated everywhere And then God loves Sufferers I feel And this feel keeps on Never to be touched by my love Every line of my creation Is for you I never saw you But I feel you everywhere As i am far away Just talks of long back Memory started wiping Away, even good ones Never to be touched by any other thought I tried to keep it safe Because only that one Sufficed me Though day by day Pain bored And hated never came for Because memories that are good And mad

Sneha sandramam sangeethame viralmeeti vanna vanampaadyelle nee nee enthe kolakuzhal oothyilla njan enne kelkan agrahichu ennenum e janmam kalkal samarpikam Aathmavin vidarum nee ennenum snehamai pulkum en mizhineeril paribhavangal ethreyo kaathuvechu onnu parayan madichu njan lavanayamam azhakil moodi njan ninne snehamam mounam evideyum thadakamam azhaangalil thookum ee paranayam deepthanubhavam pakshe onnum mindathe myneyayi nee veendum enne chernu eki snehapravahangal dinamthorum onnu kananan polum jeevitham baakyillenu othi enikilum kothiyoornu mohangal ravum pakalum vaathorathe vaaneme ninodu parenju njan orayiram mohangal kadangal baaki vechu krishnakathakal cholli neengi thingale njan parenju orayiram vedanakal kaalpaadukal nokki neengi vaathilil chaare ninnu nokki vanavum thingalum mukilum nodum ore oru karyam parayan divyathayode sundara sneham sundaramai vanam eki ennal nokette oro nakshatrangalum Aswasichotte minnimaarayunna tharame

What a breeze today And it is storming beyond What I have found lately Your divine grace At every thought of mine May I be guided by your love Every song for me. Every creation bound to me Where are you...I just watch At the beauty of your thoughts Can I beg for a meeting And then the wind vanishes Over the sourced bliss And the nature makes me mad And so is your love You sing every song For the blessed heart of mine Can I ask more? Yep! Even if I dont You out pour in so much love Wind that out storm over me And the beautiful crazy mood Touch me as wind And I lay warm asleep You make me a cradle Lullaby songs when I need Love songs when I cry. Mood turned for good Then am happy as I am Craze in me and love in you Bind us together You are everywhere Sometimes in your gaze Sometimes in your talk Sometimes in your embrace And love and love with you Then I cant see you anywhere Just your feel and touch Make me mad Everywhere

I just wanted to watch some movies lately, but my kid is awake from dawn till dusk for Chotta Bheem and Shaun the Sheep and then I lazily go and have a nap or two. In the midst of all chores of cuisine factories I just peep into the lap top and have some word or two with some friends and just updating myself lately. Now after a gasp of breath of full air and heaved sigh of the boredom it bored now…oops I want to work again and I can’t stand anymore living empty and void at home…even though house work is a lot and lot in stuff… Lately attending interviews was fun and frolic …going two and fro  around the Bangalore city roaming around to see new faces …then as far as Electronic City for Infosys and Wipro. But  nothing matter much of my likes or price worthy J…Seems the same old old work in and out with little much of good work and faces.As much as I inculcate at home building poems and writings, I also started loving home cleaning and broom sticking…as far as keeping cupboards neat

Call upon and he is there Right out from a dark alley Shining bright and with full glow My levels of pain and depth The very hard truth of spiritual bliss And not a temple my presence ...Is there As I have a closed door on me And thy destiny bored of bitter time I called you out with so deep pain And my heart is a boon of wealth and love Fully bloomed to the sanctity of a sanctorum And you are residing day and night On my bosom and bubbling out Cranking in me and all You come and go out...and thy Bliss! And I can make the difference ...My Lord When you play in my heart in and out Curious about the worldly Maya And then peace is not out..but in which I have found lately Search the vast nature and deep within. Both a mere coincidence of similar fathoms Enjoying the inner beauty is far at peace than the outer natural beauty of cosmos When I meditate out of gasp of peace So calm and I lay bliss upon bliss! May be you should also seek this Because that way

Am I in boon to love you As I hold you in my heart And speak thy divine name The matter my life makes it At a peaceful elation state Controlled over emotions And then a gain at a level high Keep pace and no panicking My life is a story of divinity Borne at a tiny stage When all name of yours In different religions and caste Called out by me at deep passion And then flowers shower over me From as high as this blue sky And when I see your compassion ed Face of deep pain somewhere May I lay on your bosom You have a long dusty hair And in a white gown And a divine smile of nowhere And then the crucified you  waning in bloodless defeat Full of blood from hands and legs And nailed for humanity win The real sight I see every  other aurora e Then my pain is small and of least important When I see you head drooped down Even the nail filled crown That you were put upon Is blessed by you That is you and I know you are  full of com passive love Let me be

The bitter truth of far loneliness And the utter cry of killing time Every winter speaks out the same truth I am shattered at the world chaos When cartoons makes my kids day And a plethora of work schedules Keeping me busy yet lonely Then the vendors on the road Rotten tomatoes and onions at bay  The scenes I see every day The rickshaw driver demanding more And every bus is crowded and fast steady The shops covered with colored  Cuisines, curtains, dresses and what not The books and music which piles me up Still the lonely heart quench for that one And that only a lonely heart can tell Still my mental desire for that one Keeps me into my knowledge quests And more The out of body, the black holes, The tangents, neon’s, Orion and Even Medulla Oblongata Makes me interesting so that I keep myself busy with everything Still I am missing something deep down As I reach as high as you Lord Still that quench for my aim is missed As

When every aim seems far And as I hold my love near The farther my destiny Craziness new no bounds And every other day is same When the day I met you Seems far away Unconditioned! And I always love to fail Thy man who was out Of Madness! Whispering many a lovely Words! Lost in thoughts and Momentum! Magnetism is an apt word ? But it is just physics Facts and figures Makes no sense Where Love conquers Nothing can fathom Still wants to hold Everything Like Heliodor you shine And let not your wings Wither away In the storms of outer glaze The day when you held my hands And when I knew I was not alone Am still beside you  like an angel Failing  to notice Every time Keep me near you So that let me Reflect you Heliodor And am close...to you And just a kiss away