Seasoned Reminiscence A Culmination

I told you I am deceptive… Deep down I am conquered… By a love unseen… An abysmal affinity… I play around… I make you ignoramus… I will put my thumb upside down Just for you…just a folly… Enjoyed …Your Indulgence… And then the glee And the chunk of extreme jubilance… After so long…I rejoice… But see my veracity was lost… And I play around… I used to see sparkle in your gaze… But indifference makes me Too good a girly girl… The pain within hasn't subsided… So what will come out of it…? Painful deeds and hoaxing… :) So black holes seem better. .. To doom… Rather than falling for me… Change the path and the course… I rifle through equivalent souls… I am not a Mephistophelean… Enough dear… Too hard to digest you…

I feel secured at this stage… Nurturing a family… Daily chores and sometimes Bitter rage for silly criticisms… Yet I love to hear… Sedative by nature… Working for mere satisfaction… So many miles to go… Yet I am still here… Where are my goals? I haven’t yet started…. My dreams …unfulfilled… When will that day arise? I am obsessed by success factor Great talents …I want to grow… Multitude aims… Want to reap heaps… But when will that day come for me? When life turns favorable… When success and happiness tune… Too many miles to go? Will I grow old before I see… The miracle before me…? Will my life end before I see The happiness before me…? I want to grow in more… To achieve… A state of beauty of life… A great elation… What every one desires…

When tears makes you heavy… When too many souls makes you cry… When nobody is beside you for solace… When everyone reprimands you in a bad way… Who are the culprits? Who is playing background …? High end turns against you… Even a single soul doesn’t help you To Come out of this situation Life s in turmoil Bitter grudges…when will I take revenge? Because worthiness makes me too good That I don’t how to take revenge… When great friends are your foes… I don’t believe you…and I don’t give a damn… Because world is round … And whoever plays around me They will suffer bitterly… Leprosy will be ashamed of itself To catch you… Because they will suffer better than that… Not even a soul will give your droplets When they will die… I curse you for your utterly degraded act You degraded yourself into a worm… And you will suffer like a worm… This is a curse and it will affect your life…. You and the whole of your generations will suffer… Dear friend I didn’t ex...

Now that is gone, I am happy… They don’t deserve you And you have more wild paths to traverse… May be a new horizon will arrive… And you will illuminate with glow on your face… Since a life path was wrong Doesn’t imply that a whole life should suffer… Love heals and so are memory glitches… Going further…you will enjoy more than ever… Life has more in store for you… You are here and will go and grow more… None has ever comprehended as much as you…. So many desirous paths to undertake … Whoever ignores you give them a damn… Because you’re inner beauty should be touched By a man worthy of himself… Why should tears make you heavy…? Shed it for worthy idols… You are here to make your life solemnized… Don’t let yourself down… You are beautiful and you brighten up the world With magnificent radiance and sparkle Go for more and life will swing the way you wanted… Come on!!!Gear your life to that compact mode… Dont give your heart for loathsome creatures... If you...

There are times when I simply sit and think of all the nice moments I had, yet sometimes I am not happy because sadness overrules me most of the time. Why is it that all are not born alike? Now my thinker wave started bouncing for more curious stuffs in life. Nowadays I don’t get enough time for reading. That makes my writings monotonous and not lively because I find it difficult to pick up the exact words that are appropriate to the context. Now you may be wondering what this lady is going to put up here through her words? Now I will take the help of philosophical stuffs to clarify my doubts and also help others understand what I am going to convey. I don’t know whether it is mere imagination that I am having or a nice sleep I had after a beautiful dream. Various signs and signals conveyed through the cosmic waves keep me lingering about the existence of some high energy that controls the whole Universe at one go. May be the feeling of someone exists with you is something very diffic...

Too many desires… I heard your deep voice far from woods… A beautiful flute music played by you… As I walk along the alley… I just doubted your presence… The raga waved along with the wind… Only to be heard by me… My loneliness and your playfulness Matched ….As your enthralling presence Gives absolute contentment… My devotion and your divine grace… Puts me in an ocean of mesmerizing intuitions… Now what I perceive is sacred… The dark leaves that sprouts And the dark face I adore… All in one… I am obsessed by my feelings … It is only for you… Now it grows high…and then a recess… Bounded with you and yet apart... I owe you my life… Nothing less can make me happy… Because I am proud of a lover Who can make me a devotee of himself… And the feelings that emanates in me… A compelled cultivation by you… Now you will go…yet a heart beats… You make each day beautiful… The feelings I have for you… Is compassionate…and lovely… Now I am happy for a happy heart… ...

I had a bad sleep and then a bad thought of Beypore.The name Beypore passed my mind like an electric wave the day before the incident of boats being washed away took place. The Malabar area was in turmoil due to heavy rains that day. And how Beypore stuck my mind the day before the incident?Panicking….I am dreaming Realities?OMG…