Seasoned Reminiscence A Culmination

I can see two “ Our Core Values ” glass board on the wall where I am seated insisting on the things that we should remember while at work. These talks of Customers, Global, People and Performance highlighted with Orange Ink imbibing core values of Thomson Reuters. These are the four quotes which are reminded every time we step into a conference room. And then the laptops, Cisco Phone everywhere…including fire extinguisher pinned on the wall, glassy conference rooms calling themselves like Confluence, Ease Inn, Aryabhatta …peculiar names .Although seems boring everyday this is where I like to be seated while at work covering myself in a shawl because of bitter cold (not because of Bangalore climate but A/c), names tagged in every seating which is a curved shaped bend at each corner with drawers on the sides. I can see Reuter’s logo being exaggerated as balls in a line on the wall next to me and many pots. I don’t know what pots imply but rest of them had some meaning in it….On my left...

I hate to Love you Because you caused so much pain in me How many good things I did for you You enjoyed my presence And all the lovely things I gave you Did you ever thank me for that? Instead you cursed me Each time I tried to talk with you You never gave me an ear to talk You got everything from me Then the sarcasm from your end What wrong did I do to you? I hate to love you now Because you never knew my thoughts Never understood my feelings Breaking my heart each time When I try to talk with you Why God create such things,as love I regret to have loved you Because I am ashamed to have loved you Worthless ,painful Let it be erased out of my memory Because it is of no good Dragging opportunities and enjoying I hate people who utilize time For their enjoyment With no affection and love at heart I hate to have loved you Because love is so pure Not like you

When I can’t do anymore You extend a warm hand My problems vanish quickly When you are beside When I can’t wake up to do work You make it easier for me Mom I love you Why all Moms are great!!! They can erase all your problems Within a flickering moment Hardships they face never known Yet lending their cute smile When I cry only you come to know My enduring pains When I can’t talk anymore When I am in remorse You are the only affection I can see Life becomes easier when you are near Can’t think of a day without your tasty meals And all the beautiful things you taught me Whether in studies, or cooking, or activities Which are worth,a million dollars Which make me a grown up child All because you exist for me You are my dear and my support God created Moms like you To make a bitter life smooth Even when you r busy you lend a supporting shoulder So that I can lay calm And you ease my pains and repenting thoughts I can rely upon you Because you...

Enn chirakinnul nee mathram,oru malakaye pole Nee janichu nimishangalkakam Ninne thalodanai njan arikil vannu Marodanachu njan cherthu pidichu, Nee entethu mathram ennu ahangarichu Snehathinte muthukal pozhiyunnu Ninne njan nenjodu cherthu pidichu Enikku pedyayirunu ninte shyshavam enil bhadramano? oro anakkavum njan sasradam neerikshichu ninille oro mattavum enikku chittamayirunu ninakkundayiruna oro asukatheyum njan veruthu nee oru sundaryavanamennu njan agrahichu Oru midukki kuttyakanam nine enikku Ninte kalarpilatha punchiryum,ninte mounavum Ninte oro sparsham polum enikku santhoshamulavakunnu Nee oru malakayanu,bhoomyilekku vannirangya Oru sundara pushpam Nine vadathe nokendathu ente kadamayanu Karanam nee ente kochu mol anu Neeyilathe,e jeevitham shoonyam Ninte valrachayum,ninte kusurthyum Vaa thoratheyulla samsaravum,ente jeevithamanu Neeyente jeevananu,mole E lokam thenne sundaramakunnu,karanam Nee ent...

Betrayal,What an impact!!! Nothing like this can affect you better Alone,creeping for lonely feel Kept in an aisle I am bound inside, A gravity pulling everything down Inside my broken heart How those feelings begets more pain Wrapped in yet not safely placed Afraid of an impact That should never happen again You are before my eyes and also in my tears Dreams shattering as pieces of glasses In my tears I see you,happily trod ling with a mate What an impact caused in me Is it a pain combined in despair? When I hide my tears between my hairs I smile ,a wry smile,as if world is so nice As if the happiest women in here When people talk business I am serious ,like them ,as if I am the heading to change the world On Technical standpoint But what is important for me I don’t know Whether is it my betrayed friend? Or is it the pain? Or is it my Dreams? What have I gained from all these? Memories which cannot be wiped out As I think of it As I take from with...

The planning for this year’s Vishu started as early as one month back and my husband Deej will come from Trivandrum to my hometown Kannur,the Malabar area where Vishu is a great Festival and we(me ,Mummy,Advaith(Sisters son),Malu( my daughter )and Sangeethetan(my Brother in law)) will move from Bangalore to Kannur.To get the leave in advance is a festival in itself.We need to ask the Manager in Person for the same and log onto Absence Management and get approved.The day 13th April I was so thrilled because we are moving to Kannur.The most lovely thing that is going to entertain us is the malabari food … :P and the gathering of cousins and meeting relatives. The trip was in Wagon R Primea (My brothers vehicle) and the two tinytots were already excited about the trip(Advaith and Malu).I joined them from Domlur because I had office till half day (Sigh) and was embarrassed about the whole set up of leave management.I thought of skipping in the afternoon, unluckily caught by the Ma...

The time is the happiest one I feel awesome, Even God loves it And I am in good satiation Colors, trends, nature, beauty I am in love with you, You are dear to me Who will not love being in love The feeling of beauty Are you a solitaire picked by me? And the pains you give,Sweet and aching How will I tell you? These lovely feelings are only mine How will I share this to you? When you are away, You are near Lovely lovely words of yours  Even clouds in the sky are dancing To your rhythm and melody Then why you broke my heart How much pain you give When I cannot cheat anyone How will I cheat my most beloved When rain falls,I feel your love What a magic,and why you do this? Why didn't you turn around to look at me? I longed for that,yet rain falls always Rain is falling always in me Bringing in so much love Like honey you are so sweet The essence in something Is what love is ,in you The green in the leaf, the blue in the sea And redness i...