Seasoned Reminiscence A Culmination

Trees swaying in a same row And a wind wiped across my face When you came by...just a feel And a rainy season Twined for this life And then for how far it goes You bind me everywhere Even across my thoughts and mind An emotional touch with you Every time a feel for you When a cry doesn't make any sense Or a happy me is no where I just think to have a feel of you Then am just as calm as sea Just to have you in mind Makes my way and life That chemistry It heavens Then just as random Shunned Just to make it right And then happy the way it is Ninna nodalenthu... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZqXVEhKp4Q

Talking about the work and work is making me nagging and getting into repeated thoughts and waking up with a nightmare. Having a kandakashani is the best time you can have... (Irony Irony! :P )and I believe in all these stuffs. Having not thought of God or having no time for these things make me bizarre and lately a shift in everything is required is what I feel. I was so depressed that I felt I can have a relapse or psychosis and then with no touch with reality. Soon I kept an appointment with Doctor to fix up things and with handful of medicines I returned back. Already 8 years of continuous medicines have rotten me. I just feel a very heavy me with lot of pains here and there. Writing a book is a dream for me and now wanted to do some good stuff and the adrenaline wave going high and am feeling as good as a feather up in the air...just waving up and down at its own. Can I get into my own thoughts and then into an emptiness...Held up in the heaven - is deep and deep into m...

Another Relapse!

Beyond the vastness of the Universe I met the world of beauty I had an Expedition Exploring the wonderful make of God Into the depth of the Ocean And Unto the height of the Sky Unendingly miraculous, Almighty!  Beautiful nature makes me nostalgic Big or small, variant Creations I cherish I am beside you Far across, lovely rose bloomed,  Its petals so tender,  Busy bee feeding on nectar Concepts wonderful and ultimately Birth of a new one Unbound collections, innovations,  Euphoric and unlimited thoughts,  Make my world a True place to live in.

Damn I am just silent And alone Who will give their damn time And then I just lay occupied! Either deeply covered And then an utter cry And am back again Into a happy state. Throw out emotions The heck of it! Keeps me piled up With book, work Then into deep loneliness. Tomorrow never comes! And yesterday never goes And hope keeps me up For what even I don't know Failures at large And successes never bothered To come to me Read me through my minds And you will know My love, My visions, My problems and My weakness. Too much I cant hide from you Still a gap of bodies When am into your dreams Just an upheaval A cry Ha what a day today And I missed you everyday

People with bipolar disorder usually can lead fairly “normal” lives, hold down a regular job, have a happy relationship and family, even be very successful in a career. People with bipolar disorder do not hear voices that aren’t there, and they do not have multiple personalities in their bodies. People with bipolar disorder do best when they stick to some treatment regimen. Many people with schizophrenia often have a more difficult time functioning in normal society. Because of the nature of the disorder, people with schizophrenia often have a hard time staying in treatment, and an even harder time with social relationships, family, friends, and work. Still one of the most stigmatized disorders in mental health, help in many communities can be hard to come by and many people with schizophrenia end up homeless and forgotten by their family and society. People with schizophrenia who have strong community and family support and resources do well, and can lead happy, healthy, fu...