Contagion

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That hope gone grotesque…
And when I fancy that feel…
Sometimes a laugh, then a cry…
And all seems a fickle

What strikes my mind, at times?
Sometimes a desirous venture
At other times just a notion…
When I subjugate myself inner…

Am away from outer
Wrapping my heart intensely
Contagion in any form
I don’t want to get involved

When I keep it secure…
Like a fetus inside a womb…
I just put it inside…
No more of wrath…

Now I compassionate my feelings
Myself, rather than a wandering
I feel solemnized in me…

No one can love me
No one can protect me
No one can Care me
Being myself
I Seek solace in me…

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