Seasoned Reminiscence A Culmination

As the reach fades the moments of joy Tightly holding my hands to pray I am desperate haveth a meet Kiss and merry make of love has gone past the moments of time As it fades to the ultimum Only a twinkle in my eyes Of your face and acts of smile Guided like always... Everything points to one Causing much havoc of pain Ego is the devilous and propped Each time a love erupts It lastly went past the same act Joy is a far cry of a breath Gasping and pretty guilted Am taking another heap jump To the way of  life The man has gone hurted And hurting myself I wish If it ever made some joy Though the love has gone the farthest Still the culprit acts this The healed mind now wants holyness And the feelings of a guided love And my Lord you are there And my only solace ... This hurts much And spiritual healing of the sort Is making its way to light Never wanted to be loved But only wanted you my Lord

Yesterday made my day happy and sad I demolish act of argument and ego I lost the wind As it slowly engulfed me Am dying now This is too pathetic Unhappy about past And future never made its way I want it that way but my future Is tranquilized to act a bitter way I wanna cry loud not to be heard by anyone Pity myself for a verily act Which is wrong on both sides I am lost as days pass Is there a meeting? To bypass my heart Happiness and joy will twinkle If you ever made it

Hack me unto you I am captured and guess what I lost you maketh myself rare I am untrue The time killed me The fate making sense And I lost you Silently as I weep The silence maketh a hath And knelting at the altar To ask God Why again?

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The higher versions of wisdom Lacked in me the glory As if my lord have denied me WHere shall I seek your heart and love The farther may I go to touch Every heart owes your talks I have been checked out I lost the pity wicked joy May I take up your sin Glorify your life on earth As I mingle with the beings I somewhere forgot to pick it up Classify me as a centenary lover My first and last of the sort Glorify me to the path of grace I unleashed my wisdom I knew now my aims and paths As you opened my petals smoothly As if a blooming and not by force And I am here to take up your acts Lord I have gone much I am happy to be a human of sights Temperory play can add valor Experienced high moods and lows But never did i get this A lost pearl from the trench I have imprinted on my breasts And there you lay as a miracle To my life and add pure love When it never made sense To be loved nor to be lived But as a feather touch.... the deep touch Kiss my heart to joy Am a bumble bee now I a...

The cosmic vibrancy The half hearted mind my virtual dreams of joy The wind as it warms me up The air hugs me into a sleep I am in ardent love As I move the way back Backwards and then a shyness The past times of fun filled colors The worthiness of your soul My world is roaming in every soul Never to get past you Lord what a mind I have at my fingertip The mouth of frolic and fun I have a deep silent soul somewhere Not to be bound with cacophonies I give up with a sigh Not to make things right the way it makes me mad My heart has enjoyed the fleeing And I want to flee far When every path comes back to one point That one conclusion Little that I have left for me To ponder and ponder As I walk across the valley To get back to my stillness To peace up my mind As I adore the environment of beauty Casted itself a love earthen ed I love to be in that wind which clasps my hands on my face the wondrous joyous life moves forward with no full stop ...

When I just started knowing life… A man who made my life… The dirty struggles and Personal grudges we had Today I am sad… Not knowing what to do… Life has taken new waves… I avenged not knowing the innocence There are so many who takes and makes But sincere love is upon whom God bestows togetherness Today I pity Of my grudges and want to be there Where you are… I am your better half I have never gifted any precious gems Nor never made your life happy A cry never makes sense… And silence is the only way Of my stupidity Because I never knew what love is? As I travel on this life path… The last hope is you… Because every difficulty I face… You just hold my hands… I have hurt you badly Because of my silly repercussions’ I regret the past… And want to hold on In this life race… In this togetherness

I struggled to get over it And my words Are an array of arrows around I never knew the impacts I dont know And my tears flow and flow I tried to get over it As I lay deep inside you I keep mumbling to get out of my deep wounds I lay there causing pain And i feel my time has come to feel alone on my walk Single handed and broken

I am mistaken fully, The same old tantrums prompting like a  cursor point How can I say... It should be something different So that ventures are eventual Captured in the vast maya I swirl in and around God let me come near you The cancer in me is  a bane Thoughts and thoughts are much I never complain but just have a nap with some toxins So that I think less In and around swirling much Praying day and night Peace sometimes and in the end A havoc even if I pray What a mood I am admitted into Higher I want to go... And more I want to... The state of consciousness And lay for an advanced time And never back again To lifes desirous paths  

My most admiring thought My thoughts are just phantoms Of old memoirs and the gist of it May not know the  realization Still the tempted feels of airiness The sleekness of thoughts Cusps me into you my love When my entire message is in you My passages unleashes beyond You are my temptation and my way And you dispatch feels of quest For me to travel beyond Keep me at this ravage And sometimes this hardships Are beaded with beauty of my love My road has been far And with you it is easy The jeweled adornment of you Around me keeps all at ease Heavily upside and I am Crushed to the beneath level The love by my side Gives me a hand to hold on Keeping upright and tensions low The brush of your chin And the warmth of your chest Thy arms that hold me close And the very thought of it Lull me to a caressed sleep So much of love Happiness of a life But did I ever know? ...

The days of loneliness are back again. Now I find time replacing things and that is some kind of disorder I heard of somewhere. Interior design is a great artwork every house wife should learn and adhere to daily I suppose. I have just no time cleaning up piled things every day. The day starts with these random stuffs and cooking. There is no time for anything but still the loneliness creep’s in.And sometimes it is good to be lonely. Reading news, horrible again daily and now I quit. I just went back my college days where I used to find lot of time for leisure and fun even in between studies. These days people are so busy, hardly I find someone to talk to and I have changed such a way that I don’t want to talk to anyone now. This is the Computer Age, I heard of in my childhood and everyone is turning into Robotic Image. I can find people either sticking on to mobiles, laptops, I pads and accessories…and what not…So busy as to kill time and no time for near and dear ones. Sometime...