Loser of Dreams

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Why this man is haunting…making me remembers those lost moments….
Is he an auditor or something to dispatch my worst habit at him and later come up with some other reason…?
I know he is not my friend…not a lover since I lost that…and not brother because I have many and I don’t want him to be that…
Why he is coming behind me to dissolute my existence of a mere human…
It’s a pain in the deep corner of my side which uproots up each time when such incidence occurs…
It’s that lunatic wave i.e. approaching me each time I do this…It’s the toxic negation of beautiful lost moments that I take each time I remember you…Please leave me alone…I can’t be my lost soul again…
I am not the same human…
Leave me alone…I am lost in this world with no one for compassion. Not even a single soul makes my life better…

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