Seasoned Reminiscence A Culmination

Now that is gone, I am happy… They don’t deserve you And you have more wild paths to traverse… May be a new horizon will arrive… And you will illuminate with glow on your face… Since a life path was wrong Doesn’t imply that a whole life should suffer… Love heals and so are memory glitches… Going further…you will enjoy more than ever… Life has more in store for you… You are here and will go and grow more… None has ever comprehended as much as you…. So many desirous paths to undertake … Whoever ignores you give them a damn… Because you’re inner beauty should be touched By a man worthy of himself… Why should tears make you heavy…? Shed it for worthy idols… You are here to make your life solemnized… Don’t let yourself down… You are beautiful and you brighten up the world With magnificent radiance and sparkle Go for more and life will swing the way you wanted… Come on!!!Gear your life to that compact mode… Dont give your heart for loathsome creatures... If you

There are times when I simply sit and think of all the nice moments I had, yet sometimes I am not happy because sadness overrules me most of the time. Why is it that all are not born alike? Now my thinker wave started bouncing for more curious stuffs in life. Nowadays I don’t get enough time for reading. That makes my writings monotonous and not lively because I find it difficult to pick up the exact words that are appropriate to the context. Now you may be wondering what this lady is going to put up here through her words? Now I will take the help of philosophical stuffs to clarify my doubts and also help others understand what I am going to convey. I don’t know whether it is mere imagination that I am having or a nice sleep I had after a beautiful dream. Various signs and signals conveyed through the cosmic waves keep me lingering about the existence of some high energy that controls the whole Universe at one go. May be the feeling of someone exists with you is something very diffic

Too many desires… I heard your deep voice far from woods… A beautiful flute music played by you… As I walk along the alley… I just doubted your presence… The raga waved along with the wind… Only to be heard by me… My loneliness and your playfulness Matched ….As your enthralling presence Gives absolute contentment… My devotion and your divine grace… Puts me in an ocean of mesmerizing intuitions… Now what I perceive is sacred… The dark leaves that sprouts And the dark face I adore… All in one… I am obsessed by my feelings … It is only for you… Now it grows high…and then a recess… Bounded with you and yet apart... I owe you my life… Nothing less can make me happy… Because I am proud of a lover Who can make me a devotee of himself… And the feelings that emanates in me… A compelled cultivation by you… Now you will go…yet a heart beats… You make each day beautiful… The feelings I have for you… Is compassionate…and lovely… Now I am happy for a happy heart…

I had a bad sleep and then a bad thought of Beypore.The name Beypore passed my mind like an electric wave the day before the incident of boats being washed away took place. The Malabar area was in turmoil due to heavy rains that day. And how Beypore stuck my mind the day before the incident?Panicking….I am dreaming Realities?OMG…

The reason for my destitute And a victim of many a blues The act of bitter cannibalism Whilst I am a human by nature… Doth out of ignorance or feral naivety… Awkward adolescence… Left an embarking mentality… Curse myself for a conduct I hate… yet love to do… At this age I wanted to overcome The fear of delusion By Nature it is a blessing yet a curse… How will I weigh the pros and cons…? I am subjugated … Yet likeliness to this … I love to desire through my thinker cells… Who will not love the beauty of love? Despair and then the pain... It’s all in me… Sometimes a lonely killer instinct covers me… Yet sometimes natural lover instinct kills me… And why not I love all these? Because my thinker beast Is made that way… The way I wanted… Beautiful yet naïve and dangerous… But no harm will I cause to anyone …. But I am fond of killing me Sadistically… To grow a beautiful mind So I behave extroversive… But I am a submissive demeanor… Will a cannibal drive c

Will you ever say that to me? Even if you feel, you won’t… It is just a feeling…Passes with time… The pain goes with wind…Still a vicious cycle... I am circling around and around Till the happiness and sadness Makes me bright and beautiful How much I longed to hear that… No one ever said until you did once… And then the wind took away your words… The feeling of oneness passed with time… Life embarks on us pain upon quench feelings… Feelings that never repeats…it’s quick and succumbs… Holds me near to you…yet apart… I feel this way…that keeps me on and on… What is at your end…? I don’t know... You are always humble and dearest to all... I feel alone now…till now I was enjoying… I am digging down my heart for a treasure A lovely feel for you…which makes you happy ever… When my heart cries … when all the blood and flesh are out… I will feel sweet because I hold a treasure for you… The golden trunk full of lovely feelings for you… Will it make a happy you? Will tho